Everythings is beyong my control.

What is done already done, nothing can change it.
Just hope nothing will happen.
Actually i am not worry about myself, but i am worry about my family and friends.
Since i have done it and i have to face the consequences.
Maybe i can act like going in is nothing to me, just don't want my family and friends to worry about me.
Maybe going in will be better for me, staying at outside only will make trouble for them.